Lost beyond discretion close to an illusion far from reach
A concussion that deemed unnecessary until the day I reached you
The presence of an unseen joist causes confusion
As it subjugates my thoughts
Lost in between a thought I should have had.
Consumed with a memory that I once had
Mesmerized as my brain misinterprets my feelings
Caught in between two worlds
As it subjugates my thoughts
Lost in between a thought I should have had.
Falling prey to a fallacy I once had
Seeking approval from an external source
Their thoughts linked to totalitarianism
As it subjugates my thoughts
Lost in between a thought I should have had.
Being victimized by the least expected
A plot of revenge I cannot bond with
A bold decision of confrontation
As it subjugates my thoughts
Lost in between a thought I should have had.
Outraged at the thought of a thought
A feeling glued to a naïve reaction of choice
Regret lost through time
As it subjugates my thoughts
Lost in between a thought I should have had.
An ethical appeal I should have had
A connection to who I am
My own enemy beyond my imagination
As it subjugates my thoughts
Lost in between a thought I should have had.
Fighting my own thoughts a battle never to be won
Like an equation that does not tally
A connection in between imagination and reality
As I subjugate my thoughts
Lost in between a thought I should have had.
Written: 22/06/10