A Thought I Should Have Had

 

Lost beyond discretion close to an illusion far from reach

A concussion that deemed unnecessary until the day I reached you

The presence of an unseen joist causes confusion

As it subjugates my thoughts

Lost in between a thought I should have had.

 

Consumed with a memory that I once had

Mesmerized as my brain misinterprets my feelings

Caught in between two worlds

As it subjugates my thoughts

Lost in between a thought I should have had.

 

Falling prey to a fallacy I once had

Seeking approval from an external source

Their thoughts linked to totalitarianism

As it subjugates my thoughts

Lost in between a thought I should have had.

 

Being victimized by the least expected

A plot of revenge I cannot bond with

A bold decision of confrontation

As it subjugates my thoughts

Lost in between a thought I should have had.

 

Outraged at the thought of a thought

A feeling glued to a naïve reaction of choice

Regret lost through time

As it subjugates my thoughts

Lost in between a thought I should have had.

 

An ethical appeal I should have had

A connection to who I am

My own enemy beyond my imagination

As it subjugates my thoughts

Lost in between a thought I should have had.

 

Fighting my own thoughts a battle never to be won

Like an equation that does not tally

A connection in between imagination and reality

As I subjugate my thoughts

Lost in between a thought I should have had.

 

Written: 22/06/10

 

 

 

 

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